i feel.... cold?

" I don't know why you went on me
I don't know why I had to see
This other side of you it hurts so bad

Never forgetting that one day
So numb from all the pain
Leaving me breathless here
It hurts so bad

Now I can't Breathe this out of Me"

Silent hero- all that i have
www.silenthero.com

Yea i should be happy, should be confident, but i cant rely on myself. Geez this feeling sucks, cant rely on my friends. Cant be so trusting to give so much and expect them not to drop and break it. MASKS, BARRIERS, DEFENSES, WEAPONS, AND NOW LOCK DOWN, HAMMER DOWN. i should be happy im in school again seeing the people. i really should be but its not even school that bothers me. Its just the people.